I have to be honest right now, I feel fucking shitty.
I don't know what it is. Maybe It's close to that time of the month, whoop dee do.
I just feel like sometimes I'm not going anywhere in life. I don't feel like I have real goals..
I guess I just hate the feeling of not having a REAL one. I envy people who actually have determined goals. Blah.
I feel like time is running out and I still don't got a fucking idea what I want for myself. It sucks.
Theres a big world out there and no matter what you want to do, there is always gonna be other people thinking and wanting the same thing and you somehow have to get it before anyone else does. I just don't think I have what it takes.
Talk about having the lowest self motivation.. eh.
Pretty soon I'll lighten up.
Just not now..