Still Life

The Horrors- "Still Life"

"Under a sky, no one sees,
Waiting, watching it happening.
Don’t hurry, give it time,
Things are the way they have to be.
Slow down, give it time,
Still life, you know I’m listening.
The moment that you want is coming if you give it time

When you wake up, when you wake up,
You will find me
When you wake up, when you wake up,
You will find me

Under a sky, no one else sees,
yourself appears in front of me
The sky clears, the sun hits I'm here,
Waiting, what's happening.
The moment that you want is coming if you give it time

When you wake up, when you wake up,
You will find me
When you wake up, when you wake up,
You will find me"

I have come to realization that I cannot fix what happened. I have to accept my mistake and move on. As fast as I want to things to get better, they cannot be. I have to be patient,give it time, and see what lies ahead of me now. I tried to call him but he just doesn't want to speak to me and I understand. I'm going to have to stop picking at the situation and just leave him alone. I can only hope one day we speak to each other again. I know he's better off without me right now. I want the pain to go away, I want to be distracted, and to be happy again. Things are the way they are for a reason and I appreciate that my life isn't so bad. I just have to be accustomed to being on my own for now on and not being with someone 90% of the time. It's hard not having him next to me all the time like I used to. I hope my moment comes and I find what I'm looking for in life. Things will get better with time and I know it. It's time to move on..