What Can I Do?

The Black Belles- "What Can I Do?"

Been very inspired by The Black Belles lately. Music produced and video directed by Jack White, so glad this guy discovered them. I have two chances to see them; one on 3/17 in Austin, TX and the other in Laredo,TX 3/19. Never thought they would even think to go to Laredo I'm excited about that.

Here are some pictures I took the night before..

Still Life

The Horrors- "Still Life"

"Under a sky, no one sees,
Waiting, watching it happening.
Don’t hurry, give it time,
Things are the way they have to be.
Slow down, give it time,
Still life, you know I’m listening.
The moment that you want is coming if you give it time

When you wake up, when you wake up,
You will find me
When you wake up, when you wake up,
You will find me

Under a sky, no one else sees,
yourself appears in front of me
The sky clears, the sun hits I'm here,
Waiting, what's happening.
The moment that you want is coming if you give it time

When you wake up, when you wake up,
You will find me
When you wake up, when you wake up,
You will find me"

I have come to realization that I cannot fix what happened. I have to accept my mistake and move on. As fast as I want to things to get better, they cannot be. I have to be patient,give it time, and see what lies ahead of me now. I tried to call him but he just doesn't want to speak to me and I understand. I'm going to have to stop picking at the situation and just leave him alone. I can only hope one day we speak to each other again. I know he's better off without me right now. I want the pain to go away, I want to be distracted, and to be happy again. Things are the way they are for a reason and I appreciate that my life isn't so bad. I just have to be accustomed to being on my own for now on and not being with someone 90% of the time. It's hard not having him next to me all the time like I used to. I hope my moment comes and I find what I'm looking for in life. Things will get better with time and I know it. It's time to move on..

I only think of you

The Horrors- “I Only Think Of You”

It’s so lonely coming down
It’s a long, long wait around
It’s a hollow, hollow day
It’s a long, long, long, long way, way down

Fair and feather white
Lying in false paradise
I found you on your side
Weighed down

Don’t go
‘Cause you know I will follow
You know
If I lose you I’ll go mad

It’s so lo lo lo lo lo lonely coming down
It’s so lo lo lo lo lo lonely coming down

As the flames wash around me
I only think of you
I only want to save you
But I’ve done all I can do

To the end I would defend you
In heaven I’d suspend you
I only want to save you
I only want the truth

It’s so lo lo lo lo lo lonely coming down
It’s so lo lo lo lo lo lonely coming down

Don’t ask
‘Cause you knew this could never last
You were always going too fast
You were always going too fast

It’s so lo lo lo lo lo lonely coming down
It’s so lo lo lo lo lo lonely coming down

To the death I will defend you
With my life I will protect you
I know I’m gonna save you
I’ll do all I can do

Alone I’ll beat the flames down
I will defend your name
I’ll descend through the fire
I will carry you home

I will carry you home
I will carry you home
I will carry you home

Short Hair

Just thought I'd give you a little update with pictures. I cut my hair short and I don't regret it :D

lip piercing

Austin- Omar Rodriguez Lopez

Austin Power Plant. The most interesting venue I've ever been to.




Inside the power plant (the picture sucks but it really did look awesome)


zechs marquise (ughh I hate being 5'2)


Marcel & Marfred Rodriguez Lopez from Zechs Marquise






















When the concert was over some random dude reached over and got his extra pics from the mic and I yelled "dude gimmeeh one" and he was nice enough to hand me one :D


Best shirt ever, I don't want to stop wearing it.


Austin dank is always necessary (chronic)


Beautiful new bong that my boyfriend and I pitched in for


One of my very good friends kristine ❤


My goodman stevie!


"hey cupcake" is always a must.

2/25/11